Selasa, 13 Maret 2012

I'm mad at myself, not you...

I'm mad for always being nice, always apologizing for things I didn't do, for getting attached, for making you my life, depending on you, wasting my time on you, thinking about you, following you, changing for you, forgiving you, wisihing for you, dreaming of you, and most of all...

For not hating you which I know I should....

but I can't

Jumat, 02 Maret 2012

DON'T PANIC..!!!!!!

No, really, it's going to be okay. Take a deep breath, right now, someone else is feeling the same way, the particulars are yours, but your problems are the world's. Does that make you feel better? someone else understands perfectly how you feel. More people than you'd think, actually. So don't keep it secret, reach out, trust people you shouldn't, find the people you should. These are your prime suffering years. Make memories, make mistakes, don't think too much. It'll all come out in the wash. Do you want to know something, though? nothing you do now matters but the memories. That's liberating, too. So tell her that she's beautiful, and ask to hold his hand. Don't tolerate people you hate, don't be afraid of the people you love. Because you'll never know what's going on in their head till you ask. Don't panic, okay? but here's another secret. Someone's thinking of you. Even though you think you could that disappear and no one would notice. Someone thinks you're beautiful. I know I do. So when you fall asleep, holding your blankets close and wishing they were a body, know someone else is doing the same, and they wish more than anything that they were holding you. Because there are soulmates, they exist! I said don't panic, but somewhere, there's someone whose body was made to fit yours. Your life is worth something, you are living for a reason. Your problems are shared, but your talents are not. you can offer an insight that no one else can, you can change something that no one else can, you can do things that the world desperately needs in a way that no one else can. But don't panic, because you've got your whole life.

Selasa, 21 Februari 2012

Dear depression,

You need to leave me alone already. Everyday you're screaming at me and telling me how terrible I am. You make me reply every mistake I've every made and you humiliate me on a daily basis. You've made it impossible to be happy or have any connection with my friends and family. I am so sick of you controlling me. The sooner you leave me the better off I will be. Don't come back either. I never want you to be apart of my life again. I hate you and I hate my self for ever letting you in my head.


Sincerely,
Me

Selasa, 14 Februari 2012

do all this things in this crazy world

TAKE CHANCES. TELL THE TRUTH. DATE SOMEONE TOTALLY WRONG FOR YOU. SAY NO. SPEND ALL YOUR CASH. GET TO KNOW SOMEONE RANDOM. BE RANDOM. SAY I LOVE YOU. SING OUT LOUD. LAUGH AT STUPID JOKES. CRY. APOLOGIZE. TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU. TELL A JERK WHAT YOU THINK. LAUGH TILL YOUR STOMACH HURTS. LIVE LIFE. REGRET NOTHING.

Jumat, 10 Februari 2012

HEY YOU..!!!!!!

Yes, you. Stop being unhappy with yourself. You are perfect. Stop wishing you looked like someone else or wishing people liked you as much as they like someone else, stop trying to get attention from those who hurt you, stop hating your body, your face, your personality, your quirks, love them. Without those things you wouldn't be you, and why would you want to be anyone else? be confident with who you are. SMILE. It'll draw people in. If anyone hates on you because you are happy with yourself then you stick your middle finger in the air and say screw it. My happiness will not depend on others anymore. I'm happy because I love who I am. I love my flaws, I love my imperfections. They make me. and "me" is pretty amazing. 

Kamis, 09 Februari 2012


That photo I'm taken at Kodingareng Island at South Sulawesi.
I miss that moment, when I go to holiday with my boyfriend and my friends for refreshing our brain *hehehehe
We’re just having fun
We don’t care who sees
That’s how its supposed to be living young, wild and free.

Rabu, 01 Februari 2012

This is Your LIFE..!!!!

Do what you love, and do it often. If you don't like something, change it. If you don't like your job, quit. If you don't have enough time, stop watching tv. If you are looking for the love of your live, stop; They will be waiting for you when you start doing things you love.
Life is simple.
Stop over analyzing, all emoticons are beautiful. 
When you eat, appreciate. Every last bite. Open your mind, arms, and heart to new things and people, we are united in our differences. Ask the next person you see what their passion is, and share your inspiring dream with them.
Travel often.
Getting lost will help you find yourself. Some opportunities only come once, seize them. Life is about the people you meet, and the things you create with them so go out and start creating. 
Life is short 
Live your dream, and wear your passion