WHEN A GUY GOES OUT OF HIS WAY TO SHOW HIS LOVE

Not every girl wants a dozen roses, a big box of chocolates, not do they need taken out on fancy dates to eat expensive food. Those things are great, but what they really want is simply someone who loves them, and goes out of their way to show them. They realize that being sweet and romantic isn't a common thing for guys to do, but when you're willing to make yourself look riduculous just to make your girl smile, nothing makes her happier. Whether it's holding her hand in the mall, kissing and holding her in public, acting dorky with her, or chilling with her instead of your friends every once un awhile, show her that you care more about her than what anyone else thinks. Be her lover, her boyfriend, her shoulder, her bestfriend. Suprise her with just one flower, a small kit-kat bar or a picnic every once in awhile. Just remember, the little things mean the most to her.

Dear you,

I am used up rotten the legend, coming apart at the seams, falling to the back of the pack, not nearly as delicious as a Big Mac. Look, everyone thinks I'm some legend. some famous person and I just got old and ugly and fat. I need a magic potion in the form of you. Will you let me drink you in one gulp? I need a spark, no not a spark, a raging in ferno that burns for days, will not be contained. Can you show me life again for the twenty something time? I've been just going bcakwards not forwards and I need something beautiful to even give me a chance at redemption. Loook, I know you owe me nothing, and I hate to ask but I keep getting less and less the person who I thought I was going to be, the person I could still be with my skill and a little luck and you. I don't want to need anything but I need you right now and there is no way to explain why or how or what makes you the one who has the power to turn everything around and allow me to lick my chops and create miracles that can make thousands feel a little bit less alone a little bit more okay. I don't want to have to explain everything, there isn't enough time, where would I even begin? I just need an answer, yes or no, either way, just make up your mind because time is running out and it's double down and pray, existing right on the line of absolute victory and complete failure, it isn't easy and it's the best feeling there is and often the worst as well.

Everything is as it should be..

Today, I am able to live in the present. To appreciate where I am right now to love all of the changes and growth especially when everything in my body fights against it.

Today, I understand the meaning of being at peace. I would choose it over being happy anyday. I am choosing to love my life, in this moment....

WE'RE TEENAGERS

We're teenagers. We're still learning. Shit happens. We cheat, we lie, we criticize, we fight over stupid things. We fall in love and end up getting hurt. We bitch about bitches being bitches. We party till dawn, we drink till we pass out. We hate people for no reason, we call each other names. We stay up late having deep conversations, or stay up late just to think. We go out and have a kick ass time with our friends and those will be the memories. One day that's going to all pass. You can waste your time focusing on all the bad things, but one day you're gonna wish you were still a teenager. So make the most of what you have now, forget all the bullshit and drama and LIVE YOUR LIFE WITH A SEXY SMILE ON YOUR FACE :)

He’s not perfect. You aren’t either, and the two of you will never be perfect. But if he can make you laugh at least once, causes you to think twice, and if he admits to being human and making mistakes, hold onto him and give him the most you can. He isn’t going to quote poetry, he’s not thinking about you every moment, but he will give you a part of him that he knows you could break. Don’t hurt him, don’t change him, and don’t expect for more than he can give. Don’t analyze. Smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad, and miss him when he’s not there. Love hard when there is love to be had. Because perfect guys don’t exist, but there’s always one guy that is perfect for you. — Bob Marley

Dear daddy...

No matter where I go in life. Who I get married to. How much time I spend with my friends and how much I love my boyfriend...

You'll always be my number one man..

Sincerely,

Your little girl :')

End of all

3 tahun bukan waktu yang singkat untuk kita saling mengenal satu sama lain.. Tawa kebahagiaan dan airmata kesedihan mengiringi langkah kami berdua. Saat dimana kita berdua harus tegar melawan setiap penolakan yang ada dalam hubungan kami.. Dimana kita harus terpisahkan antara pulau jawa dan sulawesi, saat saya pergi untuk melanjutkan sekolah di Jakarta dan kamu tinggal untuk mencari pekerjaan untuk membangun mimpi-mimpii kami berdua untuk membangun hari esok yang lebih cerah..Hari ini, pagi ini.. Kita bukan lagi terpisahkan oleh pulau tapi kita terpisahkan untuk selamanyaaaaa.. Hanya satu pesanku untukmu, hargai perasaan wanitamu nanti dan hanya cukup saya yang merasakan pahitnya caci-makian yg keluar dari mulutmu dan luka lebam dimuka yg oleh pukulanmu.. Entah itu siapa, sayangi dan hargai perasaan wanitamu nanti.. 

But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it. I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded. That for me it isn't over. Never mind, I'll find someone like you. I wish nothing but the best for you too. "Don't forget me," I begged. "I'll remember," you said. "Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead." Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead. Nothing compares. No worries or cares. Regrets and mistakes. They are memories made.
Adele - Someone Like You

Trimakasih untuk 3 tahun yang sangat indah.. Trimakasih telah menjadi bagian dalam hidupku.. Sorry belum bisa menjadi yang terbaik..