I am used up rotten the legend, coming apart at the seams, falling to the back of the pack, not nearly as delicious as a Big Mac. Look, everyone thinks I'm some legend. some famous person and I just got old and ugly and fat. I need a magic potion in the form of you. Will you let me drink you in one gulp? I need a spark, no not a spark, a raging in ferno that burns for days, will not be contained. Can you show me life again for the twenty something time? I've been just going bcakwards not forwards and I need something beautiful to even give me a chance at redemption. Loook, I know you owe me nothing, and I hate to ask but I keep getting less and less the person who I thought I was going to be, the person I could still be with my skill and a little luck and you. I don't want to need anything but I need you right now and there is no way to explain why or how or what makes you the one who has the power to turn everything around and allow me to lick my chops and create miracles that can make thousands feel a little bit less alone a little bit more okay. I don't want to have to explain everything, there isn't enough time, where would I even begin? I just need an answer, yes or no, either way, just make up your mind because time is running out and it's double down and pray, existing right on the line of absolute victory and complete failure, it isn't easy and it's the best feeling there is and often the worst as well.
